We'll be brothers again in our next life!!
Why does my marriage always end in failure?
For 20 years, I have suffered living without you every day.
If one day, we can no longer find each other,
then let's come here to meet.
He hides his emotions. When he works, he is very organized.
My first impression was not wrong.
Song Jie has pushed me to the very edge.
We can't be together in this life, but I will look forward to the next life.
I hope that we will really last forever.
I know in this lifetime you have only Zhang Hao Tian in your heart.
I don't love you. That's the only reason.
I have always hoped that I could hold you like this one day.
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
The Ladder of Love
Episode 51
Why would I like that bad guy? I can't like him.
I can't like him.
So annoying!
- Hello? - Hello what? Why didn't you call me?
Zi Han?
I am a bit busy today,
so I didn't get to call you.
But I didn't forget you at all.
Lu Feng, don't sweet-talk with me.
Can't you be a bit more cocky?
Just don't even pick up the phone then.
My secretary has been sent out by me for errands.
So nobody can help me filter my calls.
You mean that if your secretary picked up my call, that he would filter out my call?
Of course not. I've already told my secretary,
as long as it's your call, to switch it to me immediately.
Lu Feng, stop trying to put me in a trance.
I will tell you now seriously, it's not as if nobody is chasing after me.
A whole bunch of people are chasing after me, I don't give a damn about you!
Do you think you are-do you think-? Who are you looking for?!
I am Long Wei Corporation's Chairman's, Mr Lu Feng's, secretary.
He especially told me, to certainly give these flowers
to Miss Song Zi Han.
Zi Han, why aren't you talking anymore?
Do you like them?
Boring. Why didn't you ask the people at the flower shop to deliver it, but asked your secretary?
Are you not worried other people would know about our relationship?
That's not how it is.
I sent my secretary today to show my sincerity.
I want to meet with you tonight.
Who wants to meet you?
I didn't say I wanted to meet you.
Then let's meet at the old place, don't leave until we see each other.
Bye bye.
Your father once said, he said that one day,
he would be lying on the bed with his eyes closed forever.
But I didn't think...
that this day would come so quickly.
Before Dad died,
he called me.
I didn't think that call would be the last time.
The last time to hear his voice.
I didn't call him dad once.
Letting dad die with that pity,
I feel so regretful. I feel so regretful.
Why do I have to let you leave with that pity?
Father, your daughter is not filial.
Father, did you hear?
Father! Father!
Father! Did you hear? Father.
Dad! Dad!
It was my fault.
I should have told your father about your ancestry sooner.
That way, you two could have recognised each other sooner.
That way, less innocent people would be dragged in
and he wouldn't bring so much pity with him when he left.
I was too selfish. I should have told the truth sooner.
Things wouldn't have happened then.
I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry to your father.
I am not suited to be your mother, not suited to be your mother.
- I'm not suited! - Don't be like this! Don't be like this!
Mum!
Mum.
Qiu Yan,
you're really willing to call me mum?
Mum, I have already lost me father.
I can't lose you too.
Qiu Yan!
Mum.
I'm sorry, Qiu Yan.
Today's time was too rushed,
so I could only get this place. Satisfied?
If I were unsatisfied, I would have left long ago.
So I got your approval, right?
Don't be too proud too soon.
Even if you got me, you still haven't got my heart.
What is it?
Hello, Husband?
Didn't you say you were working overtime tonight?
Why aren't you at the office?
Did you call to inspect?
Hurry and say what you want to say.
Are you going to sell the car?
How did you know?
Just then, a person from the car dealers called, said he's going to come check the car tomorrow.
Lu Feng, didn't you only just buy the car?
Why did you suddenly want to change cars?
Do I need to ask for your permission for changing cars?
Do I need to ask for your approval for everything I do in the future?
No, I didn't mean that.
You better not mean that.
In the future, if people from the car dealers call in the future, tell them to call me cell phone. That's all.
Are you two unable to speak freely while I'm here?
No, you've overthought.
Le Mei doesn't have much of a decision-making mind normally,
so she would call to ask me for every little thing.
Don't mind her.
That's right.
For you.
What is it?
Won't you know if you open it?
- Such a pretty necklace. - Do you like it?
Although I have a lot of jewellery, but the ones you give me are special.
Because in this necklace, there is my sincerity.
What a dirty car, he still says he want to sell it.
I caused Lu Feng's family's death.
I should die for my crimes.
Dad. Dad.
Zhang Ming Shan, I will definitely avenge for my parents!
Lu Feng.
I am a person of fame in the financial market!
I am the boss of a big corporation! Who will dare catch me?!
That's too dangerous.
- Don't fall from that height. - Someone call the police!
Hurry and call the police!
- Quickly call! - My most beloved daughter,
has been injured by me!
What made him have to jump?
Am I really that much of a failure?
- It's too dangerous! - Don't jump!
- Don't jump!
Jumping won't solve the problem!
- Calm down! - Let's talk things through!
- Always be optimistic! - Think of a solution to solve the problem!
- Don't jump! - Don't jump!
Dad.
Don't jump!
- Come down! - Let's talk it through!
Dad!
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
I really am too much of a failure!
Dad!
Tian Xin?
Dad! Dad!
Tian Xin!
Dad! Dad, what are you doing? Do you not want us anymore?
Good daughter, you recognise me?
I remember, Dad. I remember it all.
It's all fine.
It's good that you're fine, it's good you've remembered.
It was dad's fault. Dad shouldn't have listened to those bad people and let you suffered.
Dad knows, you won't forgive dad in this lifetime.
Dad, no matter what you did, you'll always be my Dad.
Dad. Dad, come to own up with me.
Why did you tell me to go own up?
Dad, you've done so much illegal things, the law will not let you off.
Can you stop failing to realise to your faults?
Go own up and live out your punishment. We'll be with you the whole way.
Will you betray me like your mum, Lu Feng and Luo Shan?
- No, Dad. No. - If not, then why did you tell me to go own up?!
I will never let go of Lu Feng and Luo Shan.
Dad!
I will rise up again!
Did you hear?! I will certainly rise up again!
Mum has never smiled after you left.
Mum has become constantly absentminded because of you.
She has also lost her appetite and doesn't eat often.
I hope you can look after Mum,
let my Mum be healthy.
Dad.
We all miss you.
Hao Tian, are you thinking about your father again?
So much has happened recently, are you so heavily bear down that you can't breathe?
I have always thought that if I rely on my hard work in everything,
that it would finish.
But now, I have realised I am only a small being.
I have no way of reviving my Dad.
I also have no way of retrieving Qiu Yan's feelings.
I really am helpless.
Good child, you've already done your best.
Ming Shan. Ming Shan.
- Ming Shan! - Hui Fang?
Ming Shan!
- Mum! - Hui Fang? - Ming Shan!
Mum, why did you come out?
I...I kept seeing your father wave to me, saying goodbye to me.
I don't know where he is going.
- Mum, don't worry. - Hao Tian, hurry.
Hurry and find your dad back, don't let him go.
Mum, don't worry. Dad is fine.
Why are you still hesitating here? Go!
- Mum! - Hurry and call your father back!
- Mum! Mum! - hurry and call your father back!
- Hui Fang. - Quick, quick, quick.
Hui Fang, listen to me.
- Hui Fang, come. - Bring your father back.
- Hui Fang. - Hao Tian!
Sit down first, sit down.
Be assured, just sit down.
Don't be stressed.
Hui Fang, don't overthink.
Ming Shan only went for a walk outside, he'll come back in a few days.
A few days?
You're not lying to me?
I'm not lying to you.
He'll come back in a few days.
Good. Good.
It's getting late, go back and take a rest.
Just let me take care of my Mum.
Dad, I'm not trying to get you away.
What I meant was...
you should consider Chairwoman's feelings.
For these few days,
you've always been taking care of my Mum.
If Chairwoman knows, she won't feel good about it.
Since...
I know.
I know she doesn't feel good about it.
But your mum needs me more than she does.
Dad.
I know of your feelings for my Mum.
You really want to use this chance to compensate for past mistakes.
But, Dad, the things in the past have already passed after all.
Right now, you should care more about Chairwoman,
also Zi Yang and Zi Han.
They need your care more than we do.
Good child.
Thank you for thinking for dad.
Le Mei?
Brother.
Why did you come back?
It's already so late, did something happen?
Nothing. I just came to see Mum.
Mum, what happened to you?
Because of your father's death, you mother has undergone a lot of stress.
She has also become mentally unstable.
It's sometimes good, sometimes bad.
I've already brought her to the doctor.
But the doctor said, there's no other way to treat her for now.
She can only be treated with time.
She needs the warmth of family more and their encouragements.
After some time, she will recover.
Mum, it was my fault, to let you suffer.
Le Mei, you're back.
Where's your dad?
Seriously, Ming Shan.
He doesn't tell me every time he goes out, always making me worried.
I will go find him.
Yes, I'll bring your dad back.
Hui Fang, come, come, come.
- What is it? - Don't be impatient.
Sit here, sit here. Don't be rash. I'll go look with you in the future, alright?
Take a rest, don't be rash.
You'll go with me?
I'll go with you.
I'll go with you later.
It was my fault.
I didn't listen to your words.
Letting Mum be like this and causing Dad's death.
It was my fault, it was my fault.
It was my fault.
Le Mei.
It's my fault.
Don't blame yourself.
Dad's issue was an accident only.
Le Mei, what's wrong? Did something happen?
Nothing. Nothing.
Le Mei! What happened? Tell me!
You can hide anything from Mum, but don't hide it from me.
I'm not, I'm not.
Isn't this Ming Shan's writing?
Le Mei! Why do you have Dad's diary?
Give it back to me!
Don't ask me. This doesn't relate to Lu Feng, this doesn't relate to Lu Feng!
Lu Feng?! You mean Dad's death was realted to Lu Feng?
No! No! No.
No!
Le Mei!
Timing and Subtitles by The Ladder Of Love Team@Viki
♫My vision has become blurry♫
♫Tears have begun to slowly drip♫
♫Why have our love become unfamiliar♫
♫How I wish we could return to the beginning♫
why would Dad be there?
That place is not in the same direction as the church or hotel.
He wouldn't have wanted to meet someone, right?
I didn't hear Uncle mention that.
But, I have a brave speculation.
Yao Hui, what do you know? Hurry and say it.
I'm suspecting that after Uncle left me, he went to Lu Feng.
♫I was once this satisfied♫
♫Loving you to this extent, sacrificing for you♫
♫It's a sweet blindness♫
♫My whole heart has been entirely devoted for love♫
♫A happiness that holds in tears♫
♫I have sacrificed for you since a long time ago♫
♫This road of love♫`
♫Is so hard to walk on♫
♫Too many feelings that are too deep♫
Here.
Have a cup of coffee.
I can't drink coffee.
Why?
Because...
coffee can affect the child in my stomach.
You have Lu Feng's child.
I am really scared.
I don't know what I should do.
I don't know how I should act.
Le Mei,
what are you afraid of?
I'm afraid...
You're afraid of the child's father, right?
You're afraid that the child's father would betray you and your family?
- And even be related to your father's death? - No, no! No!
I believe in Lu Feng.
Lu Feng won't do that, I definitely believe him.
If you were to believe in him, you wouldn't be sitting here.
You won't be so pained and so uneasy.
No! No!
Yao Hui, I'm begging you.
I'm begging you not to say any more, don't say any more!
Actually, you know the answer already.
You're only lying to yourself.
You knew this was a fire pit, yet you were still determined to jump in.
You thought you could change him, could touch him,
but in reality?
Nobody can change him. He has become a devil.
He is not the Lu Feng you knew in the past anymore.
You need to wake up.
Le Mei.
You can't be so stubborn in staying in your own dreams.
You need to face reality, your marriage was destined to be a tragedy.
You can only go back if you face it.
Can I still go back?
Perhaps others can't,
but you still have me. I am still waiting for you.
But the child in my stomach...
The child is innocent.
Give birth to the child, I'll be the child's father.
I will love him and care about him all the same, like caring for our own blood and bones.
Yao Hui!
Hello?
Hao Tian.
It's me, Tian Xin.
Tian Xin!
Tian Xin, hurry and tell me where you are now.
Everyone are very worried, they're all looking for you.
Hao Tian,
I want to ask you,
how is Zhou Jian Guo? Is he alright?
He died.
Tian Xin,
hurry and tell me, where you now?
Are you with your dad?
Hao Tian,
I'm very scared. But I don't know where to go either.
Tian Xin, listen to me. Don't be scared.
If you're with your dad now, hurry and bring him to own up.
That way, he still has a chance.
No.
He doesn't trust anyone now.
He only trusts me, I can't betray him.
Tian Xin, listen to me.
You're not betraying him this way, you're helping him.
He has already done so many wrong things.
He doesn't have any backtracks, this is his only backtrack remaining.
He has already hurt so many people. If he continues being wrong, he won't have any chances.
Tian Xin, are you listening?
Hello? Tian Xin?!
Look, you're upset again.
He has already gone, think more positively.
Zhou Yang's death was unclear,
Tian Xin still hasn't come back now. How could I be positive?
Alright, alright, alright.
- Look, look. - Sister Li Na.
As the saying goes, those who survive a disaster will be blessed later in life.
- Exactly. - Look how much Tian Xin has went through last time, isn't she fine too?
I think this child has been blessed,
so no matter what happens, she would be fine in the end.
- Don't be so worried. - Okay, okay.
Right, I picked this up a few days ago in the shop.
I don't know who left this CD here.
There are some words on it too. Look, "Where did the CEO go?".
What is this?
Look! Isn't this Chu Zhen Hua and Zhou Jian Guo?
Zhen Hua?
It was really Zhen Hua who killed Zhou Yang.
But that day, it was to save Tian Xin that Zhou Yang went to that place.
How could this happen?
This really is an evidence given by the gods.
With this evidence, Chu Zhen Hua won't be able to run.
Who left it here? Did it not say on the envelope?
No, it wasn't written.
How could this be possible? I won't believe it.
This is impossible. This is definitely impossible.
Li Na.
It's impossible for it to be this way. Impossible!
Mum.
Alright, alright. Li Na.
Mum. Mum, what's wrong?
- Tian Xin! - What's wrong, Mum?
Tian Xin! Tian Xin!
Mum.
What's going on? Auntie, what happened to my Mum?
Tian Xin! Have you remembered it all? You're fine?
Auntie, I've remembered. But what happened to my Mum?
Tian Xin, do you know what happened to Chu Zhen Hua?
You...why are you asking about my Dad?
Call the police! With this evidence,
we could prove that Zhou Jian Guo was killed by him.
I know my Dad's crimes are unforgivable, but please give me some time.
I will definitely convince him to own up.
Because that's the only chance to lessen the punishment.
Tian Xin, what you mean is, you know where you father is?
Mum, could you please forgive me?
Right now, Dad only has me beside him now. I can't leave him.
But I can guarantee you, when Dad's body gets better, I will convince him to own up.
Alright, Mum?
- Tian Xin! - Tian Xin!
This child, this-
Li Na.
- Sister Li Na. - Alright, alright.
Don't be sad, don't be sad.
It's you? You still have the face to come?!
I am the Zhang family's son-in-law. Why do I not have the face to come?
But it's you, Song Tian Cheng. What are you planning to do, following my mother-in-law everyday?
Hao Tian's mother is unwell. What's wrong with me spending time with her?
Of course there's nothing wrong with you spending time with her.
But I need to remind you, Song Tian Cheng,
you're spending time with her in the Zhang house everyday,
it would be bad if something happens while you're 'spending time'.
Lu Feng, what are you saying?
You better keep your mouth clean!
Did I say anything wrong?
If Song Tian Cheng had you with your mother before he got married,
- how would so much have happened today?! - Jerk!
Hao Tian! Don't be so rash!
Your father has just passed away, calm down!
Are you still pretending not to know?
- Le Mei has said it all! - Said what?
- Hao Tian! - Dad, don't stop me!
Lu Feng! Tell me! Why would my Dad's diary be with you?!
There was also your writing in the diary! You said you wanted to take revenge!
Tell me, why did you kill my Dad?!
- Why did you have to kill my Dad?! Tell me! - Have you said enough?!
What do you want me to say about things I didn't do?!
Fine! You're still pretending to not know anything, right?!
Come! Come over here!
Do you dare?! Kneel here!
Aren't you so brilliant?! If you're so great, then say it!
Say that you're innocent in front of my Dad!
Say it!
What? Feeling guilty, right? What else do you have to say?!
Why would I stab your dad to death? Why would I ruin my future?
What can a broken diary prove?
I said those, so what?
Can't I have a way to release my emotions?!
Zhang Hao Tian, you can try if you want to push me over. Bring the evidence.
Being guilty is the best evidence.
What kind of joke is that? Could feelings be evidence?
Could I be identified as the murderer with only feelings?
Then call the police to take me!
Lu Feng, don't think you've done it all flawlessly.
I will let you be punished by the law one day!
Fine, I'll be waiting.
What do you want to do?
I'm telling you, you better stay far away from your mother-in-law.
I came to see if my mother-in-law was well,
so I brought some supplements to help with her health.
But your misunderstanding to me is too deep.
I think even if I brought these here,
she might not want to eat it.
It has wasted my filial intentions.
But since I have brought it, I can't take it back.
This is your filial intentions?
Get out of here! Leave!
Take a rest here first, don't think about anything.
What's wrong?
I'm fine, I'm just a bit nauseous.
Look, if you don't rest well and keep overthinking,
even the child in your stomach is revoluting.
You're not welcomed here.
Stand right there!
So you are here. I've finally caught you this time.
What explanation do you have?
Lu Feng, I'm just feeling unwell.
If you're feeling unwell then go to the hospital, why did you come to the hotel?!
Zhang Le Mei, you're still lying to me?
Why are you unwilling to believe that there's nothing between me and Chu Yao Hui?
Whether there's nothing or there is something,
it's all so uncomfortable to see!
You dare touch Le Mei? If you're a man, then come at me!
Chu Yao Hui, do you know what shame is?
I've already caught you out, you're still pretending to be so justified.
Shut up! Don't think that everybody is low like you!
I'm low?
You seduced my wife today. You're calling me low, are you not low?!
Come home with me!
Lu Feng, I'm begging you,
don't be like this. If you're like this, I am very scared.
Lu Feng, can't you have a bit more sense of propriety?
Do you not know that Le Mei is pregnant?!
Pregnant?
When have you-you become pregnant? Why didn't I know?
Every time I was about to say, you lose your temper.
I never had the chance to tell you.
Impossible. It's impossible.
Zhang Le Mei, tell me the truth.
Is the child Chu Yao Hui's?!
Be a bit more respectful when you speak!
Why should I respect you?
You've already made my wife pregnant, you still want me to respect you?!
You bastard!
Yao Hui!
Yao Hui, don't.
Don't, Yao Hui.
Get out! I don't want to see you again!
Leave!
Le Mei, you once said,
no matter how others curse me,
no matter how others vilify me,
you would be willing to believe me.
You also once said, even if our love,
and our marriage, doesn't get other people's blessings,
you would still be willing to be with me for the rest of your life, right?
But, why?
Why is the truth in front of you, yet you're still unwilling to admit it, still lying to me?!
Is it because I am too stupid and believed in everything you said?
Zhang Le Mei, you've gone too far this time.
- Le Mei! - Lu Feng!
Le Mei, he is only pretending to be pitiful right now.
Don't believe him. You've given him so many chances in the past,
but his actions disappoint you every time.
Le Mei, you need to see this person's real face.
I'm sorry, Yao Hui.
No matter what, he is still the father of the child in my stomach.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
Zi Yang?
Qiu Yan, you're...
I'm packing my luggage.
I...I'm moving out from here, to a place with no people, letting me fend for myself.
That way, Hao Tian won't be able to find me.
He won't be upset because of my departure either.
Why are you saying these again? Didn't I tell you before?
I've already found the best national medical organisation to find suitable bone marrow for you.
Believe me, we will get news soon.
Don't console me once after another, alright?
I know the gods have already abandoned me.
Otherwise, he won't let me get blood cancer just before my wedding.
How could Qiu Yan possibly get blood cancer?
Can you not-
Can you not be so pessimistic?
I've researched it.
Blood cancer isn't an incurable illness.
As long as the right bone marrow, there is a huge chance for recovery.
Just give me some more time. As long as we find the bone marrow,
I will immediately organise treatment for you, alright?
I'm not being pessimistic.
The truth is in front of our eyes.
Zi Yang, since young, I've experienced too many tragedies.
I have found a person I truly love with difficulty,
the gods have torn us apart so brutally.
I have also found my biological father with difficulty,
I haven't even called him 'dad' once before he passed away.
That's not enough, I have blood cancer now.
Don't you think the gods are too unfair to me?
- Qiu Yan. - Mum.
- Qiu Yan. - Mum!
Tell mum...tell mum, this isn't true.
You don't have blood cancer. Tell mum.
Mum, I...
I'm sorry.
Mum.
What should I do?
Mum, don't be like this. Don't be like this.
We've finally recognised each other as mother and daughter,
why are the gods so unfair to me? Letting me suffer like this?
Mum, don't be like this! Don't be like this!
I was worried that you would be upset, that's why I didn't dare tell you.
Mum.
I'm sorry, Qiu Yan.
Mum is sorry, mum have dragged you in as well.
Mum, don't say that.
I dragged you in, I am an unfilial daughter.
For so many years, I have never been the utmost filial.
I've already grown up, yet I still let you worry for me.
Mum.
- Qiu Yan. Qiu Yan. - Mum.
Qiu Yan, Auntie is now beside you to support you,
you should have more confidence to defeat the illness, right?
Yes, Zi Yang is right.
You must not, must not give up.
Right now, medical technology is so advanced,
we must be able to find the suitable bone marrow for you to transplant.
Mum, don't worry.
I will definitely cooperate with the treatment.
But I really don't want to stay here anymore.
I don't want Hao Tian to be able to find me.
I also don't want to let anyone know I have cancer, please?
Leave that to me.
Auntie, before she is fully recovered,
please don't let Zhang Hao Tian know about this.
- It's alright, Mum, don't cry. - Qiu Yan.
Don't cry.
♫Shrinking in the cold wind ♫
♫Once cried and once hated ♫
♫Oh, the tears are swallowed by the rain drops♫
♫ I really don't want you to cry. ♫
♫We've had too many misunderstandings. ♫
♫I watch your face. ♫
♫It's stubborn yet beautifully heartbreaking.♫
♫ I can't face it. ♫
♫So I act like it doesn't matter. ♫
♫But that has made you cry. ♫
♫There is no chance for me to explain ♫
♫The troubles in my heart, ♫
♫and the self-deprecating blame.♫
♫Love will make people break each other's hearts. ♫
♫Why is it that only after breaking up, ♫
♫ do I feel the pain in my heart? ♫
♫These tears endlessly wet your face. ♫
♫ I force myself to say goodbye. ♫
♫ But when the words are on the tip of my tongue, it makes you cry, ♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart.♫
♫ Why is it that only after leaving you, ♫
♫do I want to return to the past? ♫
♫But love is already too far away from me. ♫
♫I'll just accept all of this. ♫
♫I force myself to say goodbye,but it makes you cry once again,♫
♫like your heart has been slowly ripped apart. ♫
♫I am in debt to you. ♫